4.19.10

School is starting to stress me out, and with 2 weeks left the stress is starting to build up... but i am sure that when it is over I will be filled with a great feeling of accomplishment.

My day concluded with going to a gymnastics meet to see my friend Ryan. It was pretty cool and actually pretty amazing to see the large amount of strength and commitment it takes.

As I sit here I can not stop thinking about tomorrow. I have decided I will be buzzing my head not only because I want a new hair style but my thought is that it will help me change somethings in my life. Although I can not share them, it gives me an internal feeling of satisfaction.

JZ

4.18.10

Sunday, one of those slow days in which whether you don't know if you can accomplish any large plans.

I worked today, a day of making customers happy can truly drain you.

After arriving at home and noticing no one was home I began to edit my photos and then proceed to get a text message inviting me to get some chili at a friends.

It was a slow regular day with no major accomplishments.

4.17.10

I'm in a weird stage.
I think we all have those moods were we can't explain our feelings.
Well, that's me currently.

I finally accomplished the wall of images that I had been wanting to do. Although this was originally my friends Rudy, I attempted to make it my own.

As I mentioned, I'm in a weird mood. Although outside is beautiful I am unsure of whether or not I am enjoying it. Currently I listen to music as a sense of inspiration to do great things and as a way to give me ideas to write.

I attended a show last night...Earthbound, a local band composed of friends was my main attraction and it was great to hear music other than from the mainstream radio/tv.

I think another factor to this current mood is my inability to feel secure about my friends. Don't get me wrong ALL my friends are nice, but I really need to stop analyzing small things and really need to identify individuals who truly care.

JZ